četrtek, 1. avgust 2013

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Na ladji se jim je pridružil Lil, ki je takoj prvo noč začel ljubimkati z Evo. Lil je bil takšen, nikoli ni mogel biti samo z eno, vendar sem prepričana, da Taro ljubi iz dna srca.
"Lil, what are u doing?" sem ga vprašala. Začudeno me je pogledal, jaz pa sem dodala: "You have Tara, she's my best friend and  here you are with Eva. Who you think you are?" Jezno sem ga pogledala in odšla do ležalnika. Slišala sem Justina in Lila, ki se pogovarjata. "Dude, that's not okay." mu je rekel Justin. Dodal je še: "Tara is cool, what will you do?" Lil ga je pogledal in rekel: "Oh, so that's not okay? You did the same, remember? And you didn't even tell her, that's okay? Well it's not."

Ko sem zaslišala Lilove besede, sem vstala iz ležalnika in odšla do njiju. "What did you said?" sem rekla Lilu. Bil je tiho. "Repeat what you said". Nič odgovora. "Lil,repeat it" sem zakričala, da so vsi prišli na zadnji del ladje. Justin me je gledal in rekel: "Calm down bby" "No, I won't. Liar, you're liar. I made a mistake, we are mistake. Lil, repeat it. " Lil je ponovil Justinove besede, Justin pa me je gledal z solznimi očmi. Stopil je korak bližje mene, tudi jaz sem stopila k njemu, stegnil je roke k meni in me hotel objeti. Izvila sem se mu iz objema in mu prisolila klofuto. Prijel se je za lice,  jaz pa sem mu rekla: "You didn't change, you're a liar." Tokrat nisem odšla v najino kabino, vendar sem odšla v Leiino. Lea je ležala na postelji in rekla: "I heard yelling, what happend?"
V joku sem ji povedala vse. "Honey, I need to tell you something. Cory cheated me once, you know, when he was on rehab. There he met one girl, young girl named Allison. They were together for one week and he was still with me. And after a rehab I saw a picture on his phone, and I was angry, sad, I didn't know what to do. So, I talked with Cory. He told me everything, so I forgave him. Because it happens, this is life. Justin is famous, he's 19, he's young. He told me once, that you're his world. Nika, please, talk with him because of me. " "I really don't know what I would do without you Lea. Thanks for everything, but I think I won't speak with him today" sem rekla.

Objela sem jo in odšla v svojo kabino. Odprla sem vrata, na postelji pa je ležal Justin. "Oh sorry" sem rekla in hitro zaprla vrata. Justin je skočil iz postelje in odprl vrata. "I was waiting you, Nika please. I really need to talk with you." "Well I don't need to talk with you,so leave me alone, you liar" sem mu rekla in hotela oditi. Prijel me je za roko in ustavil. "I know you, you want to talk with me, please honey." je rekel in me pogledal z lepimi, velikimi rjavimi očmi. "Don't call me honey" sem mu rekla in odšla v najino sobico. "Speak" sem mu hitro rekla. "It happened, when we weren't together. I was with one girl, blond one, her name was Jessy. You left me, so I thought I will forget you with her. But I didn't. I left her, four days after that. Do you understand now?" mi je rekel v pričakovanju mojega odgovora. Vendar ga ni dobil. "Nika, say something" "I don't know what to think, to say. I'm going to the water now, to think about everything, I'm angry, sad, I don't know, really". Stopil je do mene in me objel. Držal me je v objemu 1 minuto, vendar mu objema nisem vrnila. "I'm going" sem rekla in odšla. "Nika, please..." sem zaslišala za sabo, vendar sem ga ignorirala. Odšla sem na zadnji del, kjer sem se slekla ter se ulegla na ležalnik.

Ladja naj bi se ustavila čez 10 minut, takrat naj bi bil čas za kopanje in vse to.V ušesa sem si vtaknila slušalke in začela poslušati pesem Nothing like us. Zaprla sem oči in uživala. Čutila sem, da me je nekdo prijel za roko. Brez, da bi odprla oči, sem rekla: "Justin, leave me alone, I'm angry on you." "I'm not Justin" sem zaslišala znan glas. Bil je Lilov. "Oh, Lil, I'm angry on you to. I thought we're friends. And you didn't tell me that. Thanks alot, really. "

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